Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Coffee And My Old Time Favourite... Wo Die

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Miss the coffee in Kuching. Hope I can get back soon. I dunno why... but the taste of the coffee in Kuching is more compact, more omph, more delicious and more.... Okay I stop... I can finish three to four glass of coffee in Kuching... but here ... one should be enough except for Starbucks and Coffee Bean la.
Of course, for the wo die I don't think many of you out there know what am I talking about hehe. So here is the picture. EnjoyImage hosting by Photobucket

Is it finger licking good? I think so too... These things can go really tasty when you dip them in garlic sauce provided by the hawkers. Wah... I am hungry now so I guess I should stop blogging.

Monday, February 27, 2006

Killing me softly

I have fallen for him, thoroughly, truly, madly and deeply. It is that kind of passionate love that makes you able to take the whole moon down for him. Sadly though, my movement is limited and the only thing I can do is just catch the wonderful things he intends to see and preserve by using my eye and body. However, I have amnesia sometimes when he asked for "our" precious memory. The memory just went out one frame by one frame without me realizing... And by the time I realized... most of them are gone... I hope he still has the back up.

I like his finger touching and lingering through my whole body. When I am high enough, my eye sometime release a white ray and shines his world. That's when I know we share the same memory. Luckily, he only poke me with a stick when he needed to, unlike some of my friends where they are poked almost every second. It hurts bad... but also syok in a way.

I can't express how much I love him and this hurts me a lot. Whenever I feel his touch and his gentleness, I am happy but depress. I can't tell how desperate I am to stay by his side all the time and I can't say how much I needed him when I am alone in my blanket or in the dark.

Time is passing by slowly and my pain grows with each ticking of the clock. The seconds are just like sharp razors penetrating through my body. His love is killing me slowly. Today, I finally break down. After his last attempt of erasing our memories once again, I can't seem to bear it anymore. I have reach my peak of calmness. Then I just go blank.

I guess this is a good way to end my suffering. I can finally rest in peace. But, he still don't want to let go off me. The final words I heard him uttered is "Shit! I have to go to the camera shop and fix it fast!". Well... Maybe he loves me after all.

Friday, February 10, 2006

Second attempt.... Very true until I afraid and stop another attempt....

The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to good manners and elegance.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Did not believe it is sooo real... scary... I should listen to my mama not to do this kind of test.

Death Awaits???

You Are Death
You symbolize the end, which can be frightening.But you also symbolize the immortality of the soul.You represent transformation, rebirth of a new life.Sweeping away the past is part of this card, as painful as it may be.
Your fortune:
Don't worry, this card does not predict death itself.Instead it foreshadows the ending of an era of your life, one that is hard to let go of.But with the future great new things will come, and it's time to embrace them.Mourn for a while, but then face the future with humility and courage.
What Tarot Card Are You?

Holy shit! This come out? Why so accurate with the current situation? Eh? Blur blur...