The Two Wolves

An elder Cherokee Native American was teaching his grandchildren about life.
He said to them, “A fight is going on inside me... it is a terrible fight and it is
between two wolves.
“One wolf represents fear, anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity,
guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego.
“The other stands for joy, peace, love, hope, sharing, serenity, humility, kindness,
benevolence, friendship, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and
faith.
“This same fight is going on inside you, and inside every other person, too.”
The children thought about it for a minute and then one child asked “Which
wolf will win, grandfather?”
The old Cherokee simply replied... “The one you feed.”

New Beginning

Wow, I am going to make a come back. So stay tune. Going to change the appearance of my blog.

10 Mins Interview

Wow... That was fast... Hope good news will come.

Goodbye 2007 and Welcome 2008

Wow... this is the first day of a new year and I... overslept due to over-partying last night. Last night was quite a special night. Try picturing count down at McDonald. Yesh! last night heavy downpour and traffic jam left us no choice. But it was a good experience, no more pubs!!!

Woke up around 11am and wasted my morning just like that. I also wasted my afternoon and night by not drafting out any activity. Well, the first day of new year just gone like that. Hope that this phenomenon is not repetitive throughout this year. Gosh, I have forgotten to check my new year resolution last year and write a new one. Oh well... I don't give a damn. Happy new year to all!

Sleep and rise early

Now I am kissing my student life goodbye one by one. Habits like sleep until the sun can burn your butt and skip classes have to be forgone and forgotten. Now I even have work on Saturday. Sometimes I feel jealous when my friend start to plan for their weekend.

The most recent habit I gave up was sleeping late because of three reasons:
1. My parents would nag me
2. Sleep at 3 and wake up at 7? No way!
3. Fuel get low easily. Do anything also will get tired easily after working hour.

Normally, I would just lie on the bed resting and eventually, I will fall asleep. It is an unhealthy symptom and I have to find a solution to change my current lifestyle. Sad, my social link is running low.

Life

What should I achieve in life or what should I do with my life. Lately my life is fill with question marks. Feel like riding a never-ending spinning teacup. I just keep on turning and turning until my head goes dizzy without stopping for a time out to puke. It can be said that I have reached the stage where life is suffocating. Should I increase my pace and head butt ahead or pull an emergency break? All of them involve a fair amount of risks which reminds me of Robert Frost's poem. Life sucks as an engineer. Dull and lifeless.

Big Loss

Shoot! The monkeys today made me so angry. They really acted like monkeys just coming out of the jungle. At that time I was so mad and so brainless that I smacked my lovely antenna pen at the table. At the end, of course it was broken. It was a gift from one of my mother's student from Japan. So if anyone see a similar pen like this on the market, please let me know :(